11 Something to Midnite Rant!

It's amazing how far and wide the spectrum is for OC, and how people can be so ignorant and in disbelief still after all this time... it's weird how you can do something (that u think is completely original) in the privacy of ure own home, and then find out someone does the exact same thing...it makes me feel connected or apart of something in a way: Firstly,for the people (like me) who preform rituals and compulsions and what not for the sake of others' safety/health/life/happiness... regardless if they're in ure family or not! .That's crazy/insane/idk if there is a word for it. u almost feel like a superhero in a way with ure mind or simple yet complex actions that u use to keep planes in the air or people's backs from breaking.....wether it's blinking,counting,avoiding cracks,saying the time in a different way,or doinig rituals before i'm off to bed,or just a simpler version of that exact ritual throughout the daytime! rarely ever do i do anything for myself in terms of The OC lol .The OC. it's usually for my family,friends,ect. but i do have my own obsessions/compulsions about death or germs that can lead to death or any word closely related to that word..... and a whole lot of others.....lol i'm ranting about my thoughts only because i can't sleep..... oh yeah and i love odd numbers ~ash ..NITE...

So Today...

I did a little Feng Shui today which is usually isn't all that fun because I have to toss out alot of things. which usually isn't all that fun cuz a big part of my ocd is hoarding (keeping) non-useful items. It took me all day to complete my task so that my new mattress would look incredible in my amazing all red-themed room.

One set of things that i was sorry to see go was my accidental collection of blank 6-hour and 8-hour vhs tapes. Coming in 1st place with a total of 57 blank tapes, 30 Abc Soaps in Depth magazines, and other countless items stashed/hidden away inside my small,white walled,teenage-typical room. There should be some sort of medal for this...

INTRO

HELLO EVERYONE!

Every blog needs one, but i'm never really good at introductions ever so formally. My name is Ashley and that's all i'm gonna say. i'm sixteen, reside in good ol' Tay-Has, and i'm a junior in highschool.But i'm not sayin' no more. I also have Ocd and i've been living with it since I was yay high. Ooops! I think i've said too much... I always do that.